February 2012
52 posts
Tired, fatigue, need for caffeine
I am going to find out why!
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired!
March is going to be my month of health and rest.
The only day alcohol might touch these lips is St. Patricks day. Otherwise no beer no booze.
I am giving up my energy drink addiction.
I am going to eat better.
Mostly eat all meals and not eat all garbage.
This is going to be tough, but health over...
I want to stop looking at jobs
and just go into an office and tell the boss,
Fuck what you need, you haven’t meet me yet.
I don’t need to be bilingual or have 5 years of experience to be dedicated and work like a boss.
-Yeah, that’s what I would do if my world view existed. Hahaha I am ridiculous! :]
The things that make you human and humble.
Lately I have been pretty negative about a bunch of things.
I thought about this in a drunken stupor the other day, and a little yesterday while I was at work.
I am making myself miserable which is not cool. It took me a while to put my situation in prospective but I think I got it.
Let’s be blunt, because it’s what I do best.
I may have not have that much time with my...
My life as Liz Lemon
“Damn it, hot bitches!”
Story of my life. LULZ.
What I do.
Act normal and drink a bunch. Feel like an emotional shit hole and lie about it. Yep. These days with people.
So far today
Cleaned kitchen, living room, kinda…
Paid my bills…all of them!
Called Student Loans direct.
Applied to 2 jobs.
Ok now its time to eat some foods.
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Does liver destruction count as self harm??? Oops.
Wow
My mind Is blown!
The things that you find out while drunk! It’s fucking weird.
Such a strange and awkward coincidence!
They could work in Vegas!
Awww such cute skank bitches outside allegre.
Yeahhhhh, I’m kind of a bitch.
Things my friends say...
Andrew: can I play a drinking game by myself? You guys can join if you want.
Matt: yeah, it’s called alcoholism.
I am about to lose it.
And not the good e40 type lose it either…
I’m scared for the persons that crosses me wrong in the next few days. I doubt that I will be pleasant.
Woke up at 8
I cleaned my room.
Steam cleaned my room.
Cut my hair.
If I start to bake, we are in trouble.
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Fuck this shit.
I just feel like balling my eyes out.
Today my dad told me that he is very sick, and if something should happen, I shouldn’t be sad.
He told me that he doesn’t have long, and he is happy about it, since there is nothing for him to live for besides my brother and I.
My mom was talking about his funeral as if he was already had one foot in the grave, and asked me to think about...
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I am at home....
and I have a house full of alcoholics….yet there is no alcohol. This house is sad.
Russian River Brewery
FELL IN LOVE WITH PLINEY THE YOUNGER!
SAW MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART…and its is also his birthday.
massive destruction. he is the only person in the world I did not want to see today. and the only person i “felt” would be there. we are the same person. why wouldn’t he be there? life is fucken weird.kid cudi feels me…..
“Once upon a time nobody gave a fuck...
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Even though I have a ton on my mind...
I am super stoked about my valentine date with Pliny the Younger.
There has been a fair amount of hype. I hope it is as awesome as it is supposed to be. I have a big expectations for a brew that can’t be bottled and is only out for 14 days.
The company should be cool too. Khanh, Eman and my soulmate Dong.
The heavy shit.
I visited my Dad in the hospital on Thursday. He was released this morning, without any real resolution.
It’s pretty shitty.
Most the time you think, oh, I’m going to the doctor and I will take some sort of medicine and get better..
Most of the time we don’t even think for a minute that there is not a solution to an illness or a remedy to take to make it all better.
The...
DNR
Do not resuscitate. I have to chose if it comes to it. That’s some heavy shit.
Emotion overload
I think I’m going to go home and sleep.
So the job hunt wasn't going so hot
so,
I set up applications/ orientations for long term volunteering. YEAH, I might not get paid for what I love yet, but it will come in time. Sacramento Emergency Housing, and iCAN violent crime victims…here I come.
I hope I don’t get refused from free work….THEN I WILL CRY.
I probably should have been smarter and done this earlier… oh well, better late than...
Dear Menstrual Cycle
Go away!
I don’t like turning into this,and clearly no one else does either.
Lit
I miss this feeling, just enough that I feel ok with the world, good and bad.
Things my housemates say.
Sophia: Are you still a drug dealer?
Michael: yeah.
Sophia: Ok. How much is this worth?
Michael: *scale* About $10.
Sophia: Ok. Then I will give you 10 dollars.
Michael:No!
Sophia: YES! I want to support you! It’s like buying cookies from girl scouts!
On the real
2nd real attept at job hunting. IT IS SO SHITTY. SINCE MY LAPTOP EXPLODED….
TAX RETURN WILL BE IN VESTED IN NEW NETBOOK AND PROFESSIONAL CLOTHING.
